Friday, January 1, 2010

resolution

the first of many resolutions, and probably the most important, is to complain less. and let me tell you it's already hard.

it's 11:30 a.m. on new year's day and already we have been hit with some serious challenges at the restaurant.

i want to complain.
i want to blame.
i want to escape.

i realize immediately how easy it is to use that negativity as a shield.

so instead, in my moment of panic, i find myself forming words into a prayer:

god, i really need some strength right now. i really need some fucking strength.

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