Friday, November 21, 2008

confession whatever the hell day it is

my husband's birthday is coming up soon. on Thanksgiving Day in fact. and to be truthful, i don't know what to get him. i'm not sure where he stands on clothes, i couldn't tell you what magazines he currently subscribes to, and though i can picture him looking at me with gratitude and surprise at his birthday gift, i can't imagine what is in the box.

it seems that i'm not as good at multitasking as i thought. and the person whom i have left out is the one that means the most to me. i am embarrassed and ashamed that i have not made him enough of a priority, and oddly enough i'm putting it out there for people to see. that makes me vulnerable.

and i don't like the "v" word.

so, times-a-tickin' and the question remains:

is there a box big enough to hold what i owe him?


*update: babydaddy and i went to komi for dinner; a long, complex, enjoy each other's company and remind ourselves that we are happy together because we are in love, still, dinner.

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