today has been hard. for me. for my husband. i started off the morning reading something that at first made me feel bad for ever complaining about my life. then when i thought about it i realized that it was just that my feelings were hurt. and so i’m hiding out. and i’m crying. and it’s not pretty. i came out for acupuncture, which went well, and i came out to get our son a birthday cake. and i accepted a phone call from a friend who loves me enough to remind me that my pain is also real.
and i’m tired and realizing that i can’t be everything to everyone. at least not now. because i need my energy.
and so i’m hiding. over here. and for the next several days i’ve only got time for people who love me.
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